Seriously, you have a fear, and you either overcome it yourself or get some help, if you are capable of doing turns, and are just wary of speed, then it is in your mind...
Try flatter hills for a while, gentle slopes that allow you to ride at your comfort speed and link more turns, it will become more natural in time...
Height 5"11, Weight 200-210lbs, Born 1969
Regular Stance, Ability NOT GOOD
2012/13 114 days
2013/14 102 days
2014/15 107 days
K2 Fastplant 154, Ride DH2 158, Endeavour Vice 155, Signal OG 155, NS Evo 157 (Stolen), Flow Quantum 155