Seriously, you have a fear, and you either overcome it yourself or get some help, if you are capable of doing turns, and are just wary of speed, then it is in your mind...
Try flatter hills for a while, gentle slopes that allow you to ride at your comfort speed and link more turns, it will become more natural in time...
Height 5"11, Weight 200-210lbs, Born 1969
Regular Stance, Ability NOT GOOD
2102/13 114 days
K2 Jibpan 153, K2 Fastplant 154, Ride DH2 158, Endeavour Vice 155