Probably in the 162-165 size. At those lengths you don't need a wide.
The raptor is a good board. If you like it; get it.
If you want to look at other boards; Salomon Mans board, Yes Pick Your Line, Ride Berzerker, are all solid choices. These have rocker but will feel more similar to riding a regular camber board than the raptor.
Dude, suckin at somethin' is just the first step to bein' sorta good at somethin'