Your name on your youtube channel haha. I'm from indo too =).
ahh hehe fair enough.
I noticed that you are riding a 2013 NS Proto that looks a little small for you. If you could borrow a women's' board in your size (larger), you'll get more grip on edge (stopping and turning) and maybe softer flex (easier turn initiation). If you can't borrow a women's board, try to borrow a jib stick in your size with a narrow waist like the Proto.
Hope this helps - Nito
Wouldn't a women's board have a smaller waist? The reason I'm riding on a mens board is because the waist on the women's board is too narrow for me. I get too much toe overhang.