Stop right there and take a lesson. One, maybe two is probably all you will need to feel 100% more comfortable and confident on the slopes, correct some bad habits, and start to develop good habits & correct technique & muscle memory.
Haters gonna hate. In all honesty though, most of them - although competent snowboarders - probably couldn't come close to *communicating* what you need to do the way Snowolf or another instructor could.
^^^ What He said!! ^^^
I'm not sure, but wasn't there a thread here somewhere that had a lot of Snowolf's YouTube snowboard instructional links??? I remember watching a bunch of them, but I can't recall if they were all posted in one thread or not! If not, maybe go over 2 YT & search Snowolf? LOTs of good tips & technique!!