Thats the issue, noone really knows whats going on inside! The physio thinks maybe a cruciate issue but no-ones really sure. The knee feels like it bounces forward and down when I step, only hurts every now and again but it feels if I went skating or riding it might just explode on itself!
The problem is I obviously dont wanna turn down a visa and find out that I will be ready for the season, but I cant say yes I'll have the visa and then be out for the first half of the season. Its just not knowing what the hells going on that bugs me as you can imagine.
The worst thing is that all that happened is I went shins down on the corner of a box in february, took the week off of teaching but didnt go to hospital in canada because I couldn't afford to. Now they think I broke my shin under the knee (which explains the lump sticking out the front) and dont who knows what to the knee. But when your halfway through the season for some reason not getting medical treatment and riding through the pain seems like a good idea at the time.
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