Originally Posted by VocalizeSilence
i got stuck in a parallel universe, i talked to the "all knowing" but it called itself the "all" it was everything. it told me the secret to life, but it is forever uncomprehencable to anyone except me because it wasnt even explained to me in words nor pictures nor feelings, but rather by some super sense i gained while being on this drug.
i saw my hand turn into a white man wearing a tuxedo telling me to follow him to a tree. so i did and stared at it for 10 minutes and everything on the tree turned into a mathematical equation which equaled zero.
i highlighted, or kept, key points of your experience to point out that salvia has "shown the meaning of life" many times to many users...with similar outcomes. a void, a blackness, a nothingness, an equation of zero. it's one of the reasons people have given for when they freak out on the drug, because they were shown this, not ready to see it & didn't want to experience it anymore...i mean, not everyone can handle being shown that their life means nothing...that infinitely they are nothing. which isn't exactly true, they are everything, but behind it all is nothing but space, nothing but no thing.
a similar drug, extracted from a plant in brazil, is DMT. much easier results (you will trip when you smoke it) and much easier controlled results because of that. you don't end up smoking too much just trying to get high...unless you choose to smoke too much. but even one hit will get your world spinning. i haven't smoked it to the point of my salvia experience (because honestly i'm kinda afraid of not coming back, which is a silly fear inside my own mind) but i have smoked it to get a nice little vibrational trip going. like i said, it's much easier to control the intensity of the trip with DMT. just tastes & smells like shit...your parents WILL smell it & it WILL pollute your pipe with it's taste until you clean every last bit of resin outta your pipe.
keep in mind though, these plants & extracts were found & are used for ceremonial practices...respect that.