Join Date: Feb 2007
Location: Toronto, Ontario
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Fuck I wish I could just vent about it all, but I don't have enough time to type it all!....lol
My local car-forum seems to hate me lately, so I think I'm gonna leave that site for a while... I can't help but lurk there, though because my job is SO FUCKING BORING!
I HATE my job. H A T E it. But I feel stuck here, because I can't go anywhere; I apply for other newer, more interesting jobs, and they say I'm not qualified enough. So I can go back to school, but the thought of being broke again kills me. Plus I'll lose all the money I've saved so far for buying a house. And if I do it part time, I'll have no time for anything else... like life itself!
Because I'm stuck at my job, I can't get approved for the mortgage that I want, so I can't buy a house until I get a new job. And almost every aspect of my life revolves around moving out (for the second, and final time, lol), because until I do that I'll be at home, getting nothing done, but saving money and putting the rest of my life on hold.
Life is such a catch-22: When you're young, you've got time, you're vibrant, healthy, and you have a better chance at honing your skills and learning new physically-daunting tasks (like snowboarding, mountain biking, motorcycling, or ANYTHING, really)... but you have no money. When you have money, you've already become old(er) and now all those skills are MUCH harder to get good at AND you have to spend your time making sure the money keeps coming in, which again, limits the amount of time you have to actually ENJOY living.
for fuck sakes.