Hi all! thanks for your feedback.
Like most of IT specialist around the world I have very good ability to read English. More of that - I read Stephen King's novels, Carroll's 'Alice', 'Catcher in the Rye' and "Catch 22", oh God, 'Lord of the Flies' and 'Lord of The Rings' in originals. Hey, I have watched the whole damned 'LOST" and many others TV serials without any subtitles. But when I trying to speak - this ruins all :-)
scientist said this is a nervous barrier, and it can be broken only with blether.
Maybe someone here is a virtual pilot? I mean Il-2 Sturmovik (Pacific Fighters) and other flight simulators? I can discuss not only snowboard stuff and techniques ;-)
Please don't kick me for bad English