dreams are your subconscious thoughts. so yes, you are insecure about your riding abilities returning. but not to worry, they will. you may be a bit shakey when you first strap in, but mere seconds & you'll feel right where you were when you left off.
a little tip about positive thinking-
stop worrying about losing your ability & instead focus your thoughts in a positive way in gaining ability. think about how awesome it's going to be, how awesome you're going to be at it & then see how your dreams play out
