I started snowboarding at the beginning of January. Really enjoyed it and bought all the gear by my 3rd day out. Got a total of 8 days in at a local hill and could do big linked turns(not sure of terminology) on all the runs. I'm still scared of speed because I just don't know if I have the skills yet to control myself if I get too fast. I'm also afraid of boarding with lots of people around me because I'm not 100% sure I can avoid hitting them. So basically I'm a beginner(but can do more than falling leafs!).
So I went up to Lake Louise today and holy shit did I crap out all over the place. I started on a green run from the top of the mountatin to the bottom and wiped out 4 times. At my local hill, there are runs with similar steepness that I've done before no problem but on the mountains, I just freaked out mentally and ate snow. I even ended up just sitting on my heals and pushing snow down parts of the mountain and I haven't done that since my first time snowboarding(WTF??). I was also freaking out over accidentally going over the deep edges/drops. Even on the greens, there were lots of narrow runs and since my turns are wide, I was once again scared that I would drop off the black diamonds on the other side of the run. Basically, I started hating snowboarding by mid-afternoon. I had probably fallen 10-12 times going down the mountain 4 times. I started to question my abilities and any self-confidence I had disappeared.
I don't want to give up on snowboarding or just limit myself to a local hill but shit I was scared shitless today. Should I invest in some hypnotherapy or something because I know I can do the turns but whenever I would look down the run, I just freaked. WTH is wrong with me?? I'm still so f*ckin pissed that I did so shitty. Really discouraging.
So I went up to Lake Louise today and holy shit did I crap out all over the place. I started on a green run from the top of the mountatin to the bottom and wiped out 4 times. At my local hill, there are runs with similar steepness that I've done before no problem but on the mountains, I just freaked out mentally and ate snow. I even ended up just sitting on my heals and pushing snow down parts of the mountain and I haven't done that since my first time snowboarding(WTF??). I was also freaking out over accidentally going over the deep edges/drops. Even on the greens, there were lots of narrow runs and since my turns are wide, I was once again scared that I would drop off the black diamonds on the other side of the run. Basically, I started hating snowboarding by mid-afternoon. I had probably fallen 10-12 times going down the mountain 4 times. I started to question my abilities and any self-confidence I had disappeared.
I don't want to give up on snowboarding or just limit myself to a local hill but shit I was scared shitless today. Should I invest in some hypnotherapy or something because I know I can do the turns but whenever I would look down the run, I just freaked. WTH is wrong with me?? I'm still so f*ckin pissed that I did so shitty. Really discouraging.